let me get this straigh====

my shitty computer, brain and warmth have been out of commission for the past/next few days.
for the most part kanye and this have been on my mind which i have got no complaints about

london's like a cross between kid cudi and dev hynes and i mean that in the best way possible.
hiphop's just been consistently not shitty lately

boner !!

I drew a picture and wrote a letter to a friend yesterday to occupy myself because I am useless without the internet. basic browsing on my ipod is not cutting it. but it'll keep me busy with more productive things anyway. I'm working a 6 day week but that is just as well because i accidentally spent wastemoney again. oops~
I am excited for christmas even though that means fucking brokemas. if not for christmas and new years i'd kill myself every fall and then again in winter. I have a temp camera now but as I said earlier, no computer. so i'll have to make any use of it sometime later i guess.
I'll get at you later internet. I guess i'll go draw or poop or whatever else I do when I'm not sitting in front of a screen

a cat without pajamas is scarcely a cat

I think pretty soon i need to switch from shitty dollar store acrylics to real acrylics.
yup, that's all i have on my mind right now. I still haven't left the house much.
except to go to the castle and get drunk
ha.
other than that I've been pushing more filler for I don't know what reason. I never spend too much time or effort on any one thing and i can't tell if it's to make up for lost time or just a result of no attention span and/or patience. once I drop enough garbage I'll work my way into it slowly but surely.
Despite having my least favorite album title maybe ever, my beautiful dark twisted fantasy has been stuck in my head a loooot and will be for I hope a while. it was worth the wait.

gobblegobble:

GobbleGobble - Lawn Knives from Ryan Green on Vimeo.

which has been on my radar for a while, had a scheduled show in victoria this month which got cut from their tour, unless I just imagined it on their itinerary. And that blows because I would've gotten out of the house and enjoyed myself and also I haven't been to a show in town for well over a year. suck.

I've got nothing else to poop today. enjoy the shitty weather.

what the hell was i supposed to do

eva sins i can remembr

i enjoy you in these dimentions strictly

but 3d glasses are a pain in the ass and so are hangovers

it's pitch black at 5:30 now

and I still have nothing new to show you.
I may be borrowing a camera soon, which is sweet because I'm stockpilin' multiple weekly drawings and paints and putting them on a blog that no one reads will make me feel like I'm doing something with them. I've been watching movies too.


I recommend this movie to almost no one but I thought it was sweet.
It'll make you feel a lot of things and most of them aren't good and it is ridiculously graphic. most would say too graphic, you'll feel very awkward at times and you're weird if you don't.
and I also watched the movie about joaquin phoenix going crazy and doing "coke" off of "hookers" and getting his face "pooped" on in his "sleep". the quotations mean i loved it
Also today I learned via a couple interviews that neckface is retarded. bummer, I can't help but feel kind of stupid for being surprised though:
I had no reason to post today

call it what you wanna call it

so despite having nothing to show for it here I've been fairly productive since my last post. And by that I mean completed one painting and made a large stupid picture for my wall. But did a little of something everyday which is about a 90% productivity increase. hermitted the fuck and remembered how few reachable friends I have which is more evident when days are short and weather is garbage. Halloween was so-so but considering I didn't make any plans that's alright. I may have to actually act on getting employed somewhere new since my hours are cut and I've been craving dollars lately. Tuesdays are absolutely useless to have off, but I badly do not want to downgrade or have my life and energy owned by work sooo I'm probably just going to lazily keep my eyes open.
I guess I have nothing else to write about since I've been doing nothing so I'll post a video that's more engaging than my dumb thoughts. I've never been too big into performance art but execution and results are just sweet as hell.

MADE: Typographic Ballet featuring Ebon Heath & Talib Kweli from hypebeast.tv on Vimeo.

ttyl