I had an actual post. With text and unnecessary condemning statements and everything, but I think instead of barfin' every fleeting thought as it comes to me I'll save them, and take notes. Nothing materializes of writing here. A few people read, mostly keep their thoughts to themselves and I continue on not having anything to show for it. There's no growth, nothing tangible, just exaggerated admission that I sometimes get the feeling unnerves some people. I think I'll try to incorporate some of the more relevant points into something. I got some half baked Ideas but those don't usually materialize either. I'm getting pretty ridiculous with lack of censorship in posting and I should probably think about the many bad lights I'm displaying myself in. I don't know if everybody takes into account that I only post when I have negative things to say, and that I don't think negative things the rest of the time I'm not writing. Just a reminder. As much as I don't care now, I might turn into a loser who regrets things later. god forbid. anyways if this creative preservation thing doesn't pan out you'll hear from me again soon and it will be pretty obvious if I've given up on it.
christmas is soon and that means lots of busy good stuff usually. also a transitional stage is overdue and maybe committing to things will be a resolution in the new year because growing up is the most fundamental part of growing up
c u later
