and counting

so I'm realizing i'm entirely inexperienced with paint. I have a lot of ideas and no clue how to follow through.
just drew up a 21"x27" of a sketch I didn't even really complete in my schetchbook, and while I was trying to figure out an appropriate color scheme i realized I just am not even aware of the process I'm going to use? I've only really painted a few times before and they weren't all that large; either on cardboard or 8x10 dollar store canvas. so I didn't really feel like I'd be wasting paint if it didn't turn out, winging it and failing would be just a shrug off. But bigger shit's pricey and also time consuming. I just find it all more impressive on a larger scale and while that affords more potential it's also hellll time eating, complicated, and not easy on $. at times I miss working the nightshift because it wouldn't matter if i stayed up all night and just slept until i had to work. there are far fewer distractions at night, and more often than not when I get started on something later in the day I can't sleep until it's complete. I don't even work fulltime and between massive amounts of socializing lately and needing sleep I just can't get enough done. I have way too much to learn to kill time like i used to. I guess this is why people go to school? as if.

ANYways. nothing new other than that I don't think. time is flying these days. but I started up a new deviant art because I don't even remember how to find my old one. also realizing the only usable art I have can be found in this blog. I desperately need a scanner and/or camera.

REGARDLESS!

the fall

I have an easel now and new paintttt. things to come! And hopefully I'll eventually come in possession of a camera.
alsobirthday was party.
and by that I mean good. no complaints on 21 so far

and I really wish more of the logic of chance sounded like this
The Astounding Earnest Brace (iTunes Bonus Track) by le sac Vs Pip
RICH VS POOR (Japanese Bonus Track) by le sac Vs Pip

london drops ills this month too

You Got The Love from Theophilus London on Vimeo.

gangs of good things to come in october

Happy Birthday to me.

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weakdays more like

So I'm back to the old schedule.
not stoked on almost all new staff, and having to pick up slack, but that's work.
and that's weekdays. they don't really count.
free weekends, dollars, good people, consistent motivation. all I need for the next while
maybe inspiration just comes with experience. you don't learn a thing from the same drill except how to repeat yourself.
i don't even care that summer's dead. next while will be too good to look at clouds

PS
Didn't know anything about this until today
but it's a spinke jonze short and it's good and it's available for stream so watch.

concept and awkward voice acting were a bit of a turn off for imo but if you watch in it's entirety you'll have looked past those things 15 minutes ago

ggggget better

whether or not this interests anybody I'm posting it so I can watch it again later.

if you're not aware of who ralph bakshi is and/or care click

speech applies to almost any kind of work.
Hells inspiring to know someone that influential got to where he is just by bothering to care. People are so quick to bitch that their dreams aren't at their fingertips, when for real they aren't all that far off. You can have all the best ideas in the world but they don't mean a shit if you don't attempt to make them a reality. People won't be amazed by an idea alone. yourself included. Do work, and present it. even if it's garbage you learn from it. In the time I've spent thinking about what I want to do and/or what I need to buy to accomplish it, I could have done.. something. at all.
life in general caters to apathy and it's hard to break free and give a shit. It's hard to get yourself to put hours of labor into something you're not even sure will turn out, but what if it does?

where do you go when escapism doesn't have your back?

real thoughts?

maybe it's about time to work on some prospects and ambitions that don't revolve around being a crunk ass
need to find a starting point, or work on making one.
much easier said than done
No clue what I'm doing.