and counting

so I'm realizing i'm entirely inexperienced with paint. I have a lot of ideas and no clue how to follow through.
just drew up a 21"x27" of a sketch I didn't even really complete in my schetchbook, and while I was trying to figure out an appropriate color scheme i realized I just am not even aware of the process I'm going to use? I've only really painted a few times before and they weren't all that large; either on cardboard or 8x10 dollar store canvas. so I didn't really feel like I'd be wasting paint if it didn't turn out, winging it and failing would be just a shrug off. But bigger shit's pricey and also time consuming. I just find it all more impressive on a larger scale and while that affords more potential it's also hellll time eating, complicated, and not easy on $. at times I miss working the nightshift because it wouldn't matter if i stayed up all night and just slept until i had to work. there are far fewer distractions at night, and more often than not when I get started on something later in the day I can't sleep until it's complete. I don't even work fulltime and between massive amounts of socializing lately and needing sleep I just can't get enough done. I have way too much to learn to kill time like i used to. I guess this is why people go to school? as if.

ANYways. nothing new other than that I don't think. time is flying these days. but I started up a new deviant art because I don't even remember how to find my old one. also realizing the only usable art I have can be found in this blog. I desperately need a scanner and/or camera.

REGARDLESS!