this video is so much better than Coke

I have a new apartment come this weekend.
don't know how well I'm going to ride a year lease again, but I'm not stressed. it'll be nice not to be in limbo again. maybe this place will stay clean even.
hoping I'll be energetic enough to unpack my paints and make something new soon after. honestly don't know how likely it is though. seems like a shame to spend the last half of summer indoors. Hardly picked a pen up at all since I moved out.
but I've been enjoying myself lately. new friends, old friends and alll around good ass times. even work's been pretty top notch. Positivity is key. getting there isn't easy, and I imagine staying isn't any easier
80% waiting for some kind of crash because that's just how things tend to go.
in the meantime i'll enjoy the hell out of it

seperated from birth

I'm stuck in the most retarded rut I've ever been stuck in

to new BEGINZ

I've deleted all my posts from when I first moved here because they were embarrassingly optimistic
It's been a fucked up year the end
hopefully I can bark some betterfucking times next around
I'll make sure to remember the good though, there definitely was some
sometimes you gotta sift through some weird shit to find solid shit
that was a metaphor

welcome to the OC bitch