real thoughts?

maybe it's about time to work on some prospects and ambitions that don't revolve around being a crunk ass
need to find a starting point, or work on making one.
much easier said than done
No clue what I'm doing.

long days short nights

anyway life's a gong show so I haven't done anything productive since last post. like at all.
long ass shifts, 6 day weeks for the past 3.
probably spent the difference of profit on beer and unnecessary items in the time I'm not working. kiiind of a bummer. Feels necessary after hard work sometimes though? whatever
o well, long weekend in 4 days. gonna be packed and not shitty. Back to my old schedule soon and I'm looking forward to doing some more with spare time.
for reeeaall need to do more of that. human relationships cause grief, doing things for yourself is always rewarding. need to keep in mind
anyway, gonna go shower, eat, drink a brew, sleep and get up at 830 again.
yawn

play your part

eat sun, son

sometimes I have absolutely no train of thought when I draw

It's thursday!
And I guess I'm going to make this quick because I need to leave for work in ten minutes.
I really wish I wasn't working another Saturday because I have two of my favorite people coming to see me. Shrug. It's been a pretty okay week. and the weekend will be great regardless.

ALSO:
if you didn't like Biebz before, you do know.
minus 800% speed
J. BIEBZ - U SMILE 800% SLOWER by Shamantis

you're welcome.

9 times out of 10 theory is cuter than practice

I've been keeping busy lately but today I've got nothing.
for the first time in a couple years I have an internet connection that isn't just via a neighbours half ass unsecure wifi network. soooo good. I'll leave the house a lot less now but probably do more reading and making.
New place is going smoothly. A bit of a walk from downtown but it's worth it. Still only have my computer, xbox, tv, and some clothes unpacked but apparently that's all I need. next few weeks I'm working 6 days, which I don't mind because I'm paying real rent plus internet plus laundry plus hydro again. Doesn't add up to a hell of a lot actually but I'm not going to complain about spare dollars.
Been overthinking waaaay too much in the past, well, ever. Nothing worthwhile either.I guess i've never been good with downtime. I also guess nobody is, but lack of direction makes every minute I'm not socializing or at work downtime. Apathy's a big bitch and it always seems to be creepin'.
in other news:

KAWS gets paid to put Xs on more things


Joaquin Phoenix is a retard on the big screen


and I love good songs with retarded music videos

Pam Bites the Disco from LAND O' GOSHEN on Vimeo.

exaggerated emotions

tgif

COOLRUNNINGS - BURNOUT from Brandon Biondo on Vimeo.

this video is so much better than Coke

I have a new apartment come this weekend.
don't know how well I'm going to ride a year lease again, but I'm not stressed. it'll be nice not to be in limbo again. maybe this place will stay clean even.
hoping I'll be energetic enough to unpack my paints and make something new soon after. honestly don't know how likely it is though. seems like a shame to spend the last half of summer indoors. Hardly picked a pen up at all since I moved out.
but I've been enjoying myself lately. new friends, old friends and alll around good ass times. even work's been pretty top notch. Positivity is key. getting there isn't easy, and I imagine staying isn't any easier
80% waiting for some kind of crash because that's just how things tend to go.
in the meantime i'll enjoy the hell out of it