summer goals

I'm only hosting that here because facebook would make it too small and I dont remember what photobucket is.
I've been doing a lot of thinking and deciding that I really have to move.
having my health fuck me back and Bryan Mason dying(RIP) has been somethin' of a throatgrab. It's the most cliché epiphany ever epiphed but it got me thinking about what and who are more important than me and my petty issues and redundant pictures and writing.
Those things while serving a level of catharsis, don't do a fuck for my mood or my tired charlie sheen outlook. living here just feels like a constant hangover. and I'm not talking about the hangovers.
when I first moved here it seemed to have such charm and character. And then I met some people. Under different circumstances I could probably like it a lot. but these aren't different circumstances. It doesn't make sense for me to stay here anymore. almost everyone(PA and family excluded) I like best lives, or will live in vancouver in not too long.
fuck, I don't even want to live in vancouver really. But I've got time to save and think about it. If things pick up and I end up wanting to stay, sweet. but as far as I can see right now con is outweighing pro one billionfold on this place